Lament

I can hear you talking about me. Yes, I abandoned my sons during World War 2, and now you see me as a neglectful, cold-hearted mother. Even my boys are convinced I don’t love them. They don’t get it. Never mind. Their opinions don’t matter. And perhaps, neither do yours.  

No one should judge me. Except for a few friends, I had nobody. My mother loved herself alone; my father had an unquenchable thirst for the footlights. Husbands? Fiancé? They either didn’t or couldn’t provide what I needed. And don’t even talk about my brother!

As far as my people, the Jews, went, if they knew everything that I did and especially thought during the war, they’d be appalled. I know.

But hear this! Before you judge me, realize that you don’t know why I did what I did. You don’t know me. You have no idea about what happened. You don’t know the whole story. Nobody does. You see, the truth was different. Read my story; see for yourself.

By I. Caroline Crocker

The Truth was Different

One Woman’s Journey Through World War 2

To be published in November, 2026

Summary

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The most common reaction of those who read Unforgivable is “I couldn’t put it down.” Then, in a tone of disgust, comes, “What was up with that mother (Rita)?” The Truth was Different is the answer to that question.

Her Story

Believe it or not, Rita didn’t believe that she was a cold-hearted, spiteful woman. How do I know? She wrote five now-out-of-print books in which she detailed and explained some of her actions. The rest of her true story was pieced together through interviews with her relatives, reading what her brother wrote, help from an awesome genealogist, a research trip to the places she lived, and extensive historical research. That goal was accomplished by May of 2026.

Wait for it!

In a book to be published by the end of 2026, Rita will speak for herself, not omitting any of the painful or embarrassing details. The powerful story of heartbreak, impossible choices, and bombshell revelations will be unforgettable and will provide food for thought for years to come.

Dr. Caroline Crocker 2026

Award-Winning Author

Caroline Crocker

Caroline’s story is that she has worked as a biology professor, the chief executive officer (CEO) of a startup company, the president of a nonprofit, a private tutor, a technical writer, a research scientist, a consultant, and a communications expert.

Caroline maintains a blog, Rambling Ruminations, and is the author or coauthor of 15 books, including the related five-star and award-winning WWII series books, Brave Face: The Inspiring WWII Memoir of a Dutch/German ChildUnforgivable: Through a Child’s Eyesand the upcoming The Truth was Different.

Caroline is married to Richard and has four grown children and eight grandchildren.

But what is most important here is that Caroline is Rita’s granddaughter.

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